Before you sign up for the retreat, please do the following awareness exercise for a few days. It will give you a clear understanding of the current state of your mind. It will tell you how restless you are in your thoughts. You will understand that most of your time, you live in a state of daydreaming and unless you learn to snap yourself out of it, you cannot be peaceful and happy.This exercise is particularly valuable for those exploring inner stillness or preparing to attend a silent meditation retreat for the first time.
Keep a pen and journal with you. Sit straight. Focus on your breath.
When you inhale, in your mind say ‘Om’ and on exhaling, do reverse counting starting from one hundred – one count with each breath. If, on the way, some other thoughts disturb you, note them down and start all over again from one hundred.
For example, Om with the first inhalation, 100 with the first exhalation. Om with the second inhalation, 99 with the second exhalation. And then a thought like this pops up from somewhere: ‘OH, I am hungry. I should eat something before doing this exercise. I can’t sit for one hour on an empty stomach.’
Stop now and note down the thought and the associated feelings in your journal. Start again from Om-100.
Whenever a thought arises and causes distraction, stop. Note it down and start again.
If you have feelings, note them down too.
Do it for one hour. Then, study yourself in your journal. You might have written tens of thoughts. You might also have forgotten so many others. You will see that most of the thoughts are incoherent and futile. You will also appreciate that most of the time, you remained lost in these thoughts, and you could not have a smooth flow of concentration. You will find that most of these thoughts are about your past or future, and they are not relevant to the task you are doing in the moment. That is, if you want to be mindful of the moment, you cannot do so with these thoughts running wild in your mind. This is the very restlessness that our meditation retreat participants arrive with and leave without.
This is a very simple awareness exercise that will give you some understanding of your mind. You have learnt a basic first step in detaching from your involuntary thoughts and becoming aware of their existence. You have got some understanding about the current restlessness of your mind. For many seekers, this is the first time they clearly see, in writing, just how persistent and repetitive anxious thinking can be.
At the Z Meditation Retreat, you learn how to uncover the deeper roots of agitation through Deep Deconditioning Inquiry and move toward a state of unconditioned peace, love, and freedom. This is the foundation of our meditation course, a structured, step-by-step path that has guided thousands of seekers toward greater clarity, emotional freedom, and lasting inner peace over nearly three decades.. Whether you are seeking healing from emotional pain, learning to let go of the past, or simply longing for a calmer and more peaceful mind, the retreat meets you exactly where you are.
We wish you peace, happiness, and the discovery of the love and freedom that already exist within you.
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